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Testing The waters

by Half Step Down

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1.
This time I have a feeling That it wont last anymore And you'll be happier without me And my heart always hurts Cause I worry about us I'm sorry that I, I still care about you So take your time I'm not coming back to you for a while Set me up just to push me down I won't have it again When it comes down to it I'll never love again So take your time I'm not coming back to you So make up your mind I know what you want but do you And as my heart breaks in two I won't be there for you Cause you're not mine anymore You wont get love from me anymore
2.
Am I on your mind when you're trying to pass the time Am I in your dreams when you're trying to sleep I hope you are when i think about I can't help but relive The short time we had something going But it would end without me knowing I like to pass the time With your beauty on my mind And i like to relive the past even though It didn't last I know i need to move on but Everytime i see you I just go on to think About you all the time oh my my Oh my my And I like to pass the time With your beauty on my mind And i like to relive the past even though It didn't last
3.
I am afraid and I am scared That i have to live another day without you here And I sit in my room day after day with tears in my eyes Cause the day you said you were leaving was the day i died inside And i wish i could say i never saw it coming but you never felt the same And it's hard to believe all the love i gave you you took for granted But i still love you non the less and All i wanna do is sweep you up off the mess you're in But I know you have to find your way on your own And it's hard to let go but i know i need to I'll take all your pictures off my phone and burn all the memories we made Cause I can't keep living in my failed past When all i see is you and it just makes me sad and I Can't keep dreaming about all the good times i'm leaving And it's forcing me to keep receding From you I know It's a long road and i wish i could make it with you But that dream is no more And don't regret everything we did cause when i was with you I learned how to live And at least remember as the guy who tried to make you see The beauty inside yourself I'll take all your pictures off my phone and burn all the memories we made Cause I can't keep living in my failed past When all i see is you and it just makes me sad and I Can't keep dreaming about all the good times i'm leaving And it's forcing me to keep receding From you Day after day and my heart keeps bleeding I wanna be with you but the pain makes me keep receding From you And every night i'm kept up hoping that The next day i'll still be breathing and all night I'm restless and tired and sore Oh I miss you yeah i miss you I miss the good times im leaving my heart won't stop bleeding I miss you
4.
Falling Away 04:51
Father hear me out I've gone against your will in every way I'm reaching out But i fail everyday I fight for my life But I guess it doesn't matter anyway Because for years I haven't been able to find my way I'm falling away from you and everything I cling to I can't find my way all I know is pain I'm falling away from you and everything I cling to I cannot look up it seems I don't know your love anymore You've said to have no fear For you are always near But I cannot escape What I've turned into So into the abyss I go when i hit rock bottom I don't know But it seems like I Have nothing to hold onto I'm falling away from you and everything I cling to I can't find my way all I know is pain I'm falling away from you and everything I cling to I cannot look up it seems I don't know your love anymore
5.
Honest Man 06:38
The inside of me feels like I'm melting from All the heat of my sadness and anger And sometimes I feel like I'm already dead And I run and run in circles everyday Trying to find something to make the depression go away But it only grows deeper as my heart get darker From everything I used to be I love to give my heart to anything but God And It seems like I can never cleanse my head of this fog And I'm always tired and desperate For someone to notice That somethings wrong with me I want to be an honest man And no one says i can't except for me Put myself on the back burner at every corner Just to find myself back where I was before on the floor With every part of me shattered down to the base With everything stripped away except for disgrace I love to give my heart to anything but God And It seems like I can never cleanse my head of this fog And I'm always tired and desperate For someone to notice That somethings wrong with me I just want to be an honest man but i can't Every part of my life is always out of order And I just need to take that step I love to give my heart to anything but God And It seems like I can never cleanse my head of this fog And I'm always tired and desperate For someone to notice That somethings wrong with me I just want to be an honest man but i can't
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Intermission 01:52
One.Two.Three.Four

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This is the first part of a two part album together will be called Testing The Waters and Learning The Hard Way. It's basically just songs from past seasons of my life that I've gone through and partially still struggle with at times. The second part will be released sometime around the end of this summer or beginning of fall .

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released May 4, 2015

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